Love plays a small role in my weight loss journey. (Don’t worry it’s 95% for me!)
There’s someone I’ve fallen for last year. He told me that he isn’t ready for any kind of relationship but in the future will give it a shot. But I won’t cling on and wait forever, just going to enjoy the felling of back in my school days of having a crush. We never know what or who life will bring in the future.
And I made a promise to myself that I wouldn’t try to go for anyone until I fully love my own body.
It’s not for him, but for me.
I guess it helps as a small motivation to keep me going. And if I never end up with him then that’s fine, a better healthy body will be a reward in itself!
I’m down to 239lbs! That 6lbs already. But it could be random water weight since that’s all I’ve been drinking besides a bit of milk.
Welp. Made green eggs for the first time. Smells better than it look lol
..It doesn’t even look like eggs xD
Yes, I use my Magic Bullet for almost everything.
Just did about an hour of cardio.. So hungry.. I had a banana, strawberry, spinach malt before working out too..
It’s too late to make another since it’s almost midnight here and my folks are asleep by now. Plus I don’t want to eat this late. >.<
Maybe I can find a small snack.. But it’s hard at my place lol.
These are times I wish I could just go to my workplace and grab a free salad without having to work at the time lol
Oh Lord.. My weight had went up to 245lbs! That’s horrible.. I can’t believe I let myself get this bad.
My goal is to get to 200 or under by the end of the year.. If possible. Then possibly lose another 15-20lbs by my birthday. (March 8th)
For my main goal weight will be around 140-150lbs depending on how much muscle I may gain. I think that’s a healthy weight since I’m 5’6..
Wish me luck!
Going to record weight and measurements in the morning.
This will be the start of my weight loss journey!